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I received an email the night I turned it in. It read simply: \u201cCall me at 757-447-4740 immediately or I will have you expelled \u2013 Dr Lea Lee\u201d There was an internet link beneath. Fear made me submit to my curiosity. I called.<\/p>

\u201cHello?\u201d<\/p>

\u201dDr Lee?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMichael, I\u2019m going to give you a chance to rewrite your paper.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDr Lee?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI want to help you, in fact. At my house. At my house. I\u2019ll email you the address. The link would look good on you. Buy it and wear it. A week from Saturday at 2pm. If you have plans, cancel them.\u201d<\/p>

\u201dDr Lee?\u201d I sighed.<\/p>

\u201cYou will be expelled otherwise. Whore.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMommy raised me that way because she knew it\u2019s who I really am. Is there anything else?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou can understand when my dick\u2019s in your ass, sweets. You can understand what it means to belong to me. And that fucking word Mommy. I am not her. Your all-too-soon-to-be Mistress doesn\u2019t think we\u2019re there yet. Now I want you to hear me, to really hear me. Find a way to open your mind so that my words slip through your doubts and fears, your fantasies and your expectations. Find a way to give them a clean slate. Because?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes?\u201d I gasped, tugging furiously at my dick.<\/p>

\u201cI love how you know that you have no choice, no choice at all. And since you have no choice, you know it would be bad to think you want a choice. I will never tell you a word of the truth that you do not already know but have not yet thought. My voice is the voice of your Mistress. I am your Mistress, Michael, you pretty little sissy. Mistress Lea wants to know if you have a dildo.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, it\u2019s ten and a half inches, flesh colored, has balls, and cost ninety dollars.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDo you have a harness to put it in?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWhy have you hidden this from me? Shave. Eyebrows down.\u201d Mistress Lea hung up.<\/p>

I flipped my phone to her picture on the faculty website. \u201cI belong to you, Mistress Lea. I know that. I swear I do. I swear I do. I belong to you. Belong to Mistress Lea. I\u2019m going to make an offering of cum to your pussy, Mistress. Please accept it? Please?\u201d I was whining and my legs were thumping off the sofa into the coffee table. \u201cMistress Lea Lee owns me,\u201d I bellowed in a moment of understanding as I came. I sat, head rolled back on the sofa cushions, smiling euphorically, having laid several streamers of cum across the alter to Mistress Lea\u2019s pussy. \u201cI love worshiping my Mistress\u2019s pussy. She\u2019d be so happy that I don\u2019t know how good it feels to have no choice. I will love knowing when she awakens that truth within me. Mistress Lea.\u201d<\/p>

The link led to a ridiculously frilly pink dress no one would wear outdoors. I ordered the thing and grabbed some pink pumps to go with it. Then I sat down at the laptop for a blog entry that I entitled, \u201cI Wonder If She\u2019ll Suck Me Hard.\u201d Important to maintain appearances. Then I realized she\u2019d be doing me in the ass and abandoned the post.<\/p>

I was afraid to show up for my next class with Dr Lee at Old Dominion University. I knew I wouldn\u2019t be able to help trying to draw her attention somehow and was anxious that Mistress might be displeased. The next day, a knock at my door settled it.<\/p>

\u201cI was asked to give this to you,\u201d said a girl about my age, holding out a key. \u201cIt\u2019s her key. I don\u2019t know who that is though. You\u2019re to know if you should use it and when you should use it. Oh, and don\u2019t fuck this up or you\u2019ll be expelled by the weekend. You were to be told that specifically. Oh, she said you could eat my pussy if you want, whoever she is. She said you would know.\u201d<\/p>

I fell to my knees and began to fumble with the girl\u2019s buckle. She pulled her phone out of her pocket and then began to help me get her pants down. When my tongue slid into her, I heard a high-pitched, pleased gurgle. I swabbed my tongue from side to side over her clit \u2014 I\u2019d heard women don\u2019t mind the monotony. If I thrust inside and couldn\u2019t slurp out enough of a reward, I hadn\u2019t spent long enough servicing her.<\/p>

\u201cYeah, he just dropped to his knees. He\u2019s still licking me right now. Let her know.\u201d<\/p>

Dr Lee looked up and nodded at me just before beginning her lecture when I showed up for class the next day and I knew I had made the right choice. She had a that night according to her faculty website. Three hours. I showed up at her house with the key as it was beginning. All the lights were on but I trusted her, and myself. No one called out when I opened the door. On instinct, I opened coat closet. She had a trench-length mink coat. No rows of swatches. It must have cost $8000. I pulled it out. I laid it out on a sofa in the next room and stripped then lay atop it, already erect. \u201cMommy, Mommy. I need my Mommy,\u201d I whined, my lips opening and closing on the fur, as I screwed it. \u201cI love my Mommy\u2019s fucking hairy pussy. I fucking love . . . I need fucking Mommy\u2019s cunt before I know how I won my life only to owe it to her pussy. Her fucking pussy! My Mommy! My Mommy is my Mommy\u2019s fucking cunt. I\u2019m fucking my Mommy. Holy fuck! Holy fuck! Holy fuck! I am just beginning to fucking love,\u201d I whined deep in my throat and came for half a minute, the damp, hot fur sticking to my shaved balls and pubic mound. I whimpered, the cum running out of me as I fucked Mommy\u2019s coat furiously like the whore I was. Then came a twitch and final flood and I sagged into her fur. I didn\u2019t even tense when the whole house went suddenly dark. I just lay recovering, mewling, before clothing and wandering back to the foyer as best I could. Feeling my way proved impossible with the fur so I left it for my Mistress. She would want to know and likely did already. In the foyer, I saw a light upstairs. Carefully, I trotted up the stairs. It came from a bedroom. There was a girl\u2019s outfit on the bed. A collection of bowls of food sat on the dresser with a jar of vasoline and a dildo a bit larger than my own. The room had its own shower so I stepped inside before changing. There was a collection of makeup in the bathroom. I ate before doing myself up and then I thought to peer down the hallway but the door was locked. There wasn\u2019t a deadbolt. It seemed sealed to the frame on all sides. My phone rang.<\/p>

\u201cPut on a show for me, baby.\u201d It was Mistress Lea. She clicked off before I could say a word.<\/p>

The room was warm, very warm for early November. I could see the cameras now, maybe eight around the ceiling edge and possibly others. I walked over to the dresser for the dildo. \u201cYou know, Mistress, I have got a really sore, empty feeling in my ass and just touching your dick with the tip of my tongue makes my fuckhole twitch like crazy. Your hot little piece of ass might just be horny. I pulled the vasoline lid off and got in fucking position, my head buried in the pillows and my ass presented for penetration. Reaching back between my legs, I lubed my shaved dickhole, pressing my fingers into it to stretch it for sex. \u201cWould you mind sticking your dick in me?\u201d I flipped over on my back and held my legs up and apart. I spread thick, thick gobs of jelly over my split-open, tensionless asshole and then took Mistress Lea\u2019s unlubed cock to press them into me, worming it around. Twice more \u2014 she really had a monster \u2014 and, after lubing her dick itself, I mewled, \u201cMistress, your little sissy fuckhole wants dick so bad. Can you fuck it nice and good for me?\u201d I sunk her cock into my bowels in one steady, slow stroke. The whole world released itself as though all the universe had been tense and on edge. The walls around me seemed more organic. It felt so good to be full of dick again. I was me again. And I whimpered for more like the slut my Mommy raised. \u201cMistress Lea? I would love so much if you could fuck me really hard right now. Please, Mistress Lea? Please? Mistress Lea?? Mistress Lea?? Stop teasing me with your slut fucking mother dick and fuck me like the slut I\u2019m so proud I am. Please, Mistess Lea?\u201d I lowered my legs and began to fuck myself faster at the same time until my thighs were hanging open and my hands were fucking Mistress\u2019s dick in and out of my slut fucking sissy hole as fast as they could. \u201cMistress Lea? I love knowing you own me, Mistress. Your slut loves having her soul controlled by you and only ever you. Fuck your baby\u2019s ass, Mistress? Fuck it good! I love your dick. I love your dick. I love you dick. Oh, fuck! Mistress! Mistress! Mistress?? Love your dick! Love your dick! Love dick! Your little fucking whore loves dick, Mistress Lea! I love your fucking dick, Mistress Lea! Fuck me! Please fuck me! Fuck my fucking whore sissy hole around your pushing, pushing, pounding . .. . ah, God! Fuck! Fuck!! Whore me! Fuck! Mistress!\u201d My voice was in a high shriek and I couldn\u2019t see thing though my eyes were open. \u201cMistress!!! Fuck! Dick! Want! Wanting!\u201d The last word came out in a whine as cum and piss erupted from my useless girl clit. I immediately flopped over on my stomach and, heedless of the hem of the dress, scrambled to claw it up my waist and, lying flat, skewered my twin fuck globes again. \u201cYour dick! Your dick! Fuck me! Like it good how I know your dick loves how . . . oh, fuck! My sissy dick hole milks it so . . .. fucking . . . deliciously. It knows I\u2019m your fucking bitch, Mistress Lea! My asshole knows you make me a bitch with my lust, a bitch in fucking god damned heat. Yeah! Yeah, Mistress! Like that! Fast! Fast like before.\u201d The dildo was bent the wrong way to make it easier for me to pound my fucklust into a mounting frenzy. \u201cOh you know I love your dick fucking owning the fuckhole I need to be loved with more than the dick I need to be fucked by when I know you lose your whole fucking cock in my buttery, spasming, milking, clutching, undulating, rippling, fuck-hungry girl hole. Dick me! God! Dick my slut fucking sissy ass!\u201d For show, I began pulling Mistress\u2019s cock fully out of me and plunging it back in, faster and faster, stabbing it into me from six inches out again and again, faster and faster, not caring at all how much pain I was in. It couldn\u2019t match what Mistress Lea\u2019s dick did to my ass and it couldn\u2019t match the thrill of being her bitch. \u201cI love wanting to know how everything is so right right now but I love understanding that everything is so right and, oh my God, Mistress Lea, I love accepting that this is how I need to fucking exist, as your bitch, as your piece of ass, as your always loving, always needing, desire consumed fucking object of worship, a penitent fucking whore before your eyes and cunt, cock-filled and supplicating your vanity for absolution. Do you like watching rape my fucking ass on your bed?\u201d The thrusts began coming out two inches farther. \u201cDo you know why? Do you even know why, Mistress, Goddess?\u201d I was wetting the sheet beneath me. \u201cI want you to possess me. Oh God, that\u2019s so much. That\u2019s so much. So much.\u201d<\/p>

I pulled my dress off, leaving garter belt, stockings, and a short lingerie top. I placed one foot on top of the bed, at its edge, and the other on the floor. I fucked Mistress\u2019s dick in me from behind, facing one of the cameras. I spoke to it. \u201cDo you see how good your slut-whore takes your dick? Do you see how much I fucking love it?\u201d Mistress\u2019s monster, sissy-sating dick was working it\u2019s magic deep in my bowels. I twitched wildly inside, my dick tunnel grasping at Mistress\u2019s girth. I could feel the texture, the false veins, outlined in perfect detail in rapidly moving spots as the spasming spun round the pink and swollen walls of my sissy cock sheath. The spasming turned to pulsing, my whole colon clamping around the length of her monster shaft until the was only its vice grip that I forced Mistress Lea\u2019s dick through, in and out, as fast as I could. But my face was simply smiling. \u201cI\u2019m cumming for you, Mistress.\u201d I said joyously and a steady stream of urine arched softly from swollen useless girl clit. \u201cI love cumming for you, Mistress Lea.\u201d I fucked my ass through the soft stream of piss that lasted almost a minute and then something inside me broke the strange trance and I doubled over. \u201cOh fuck! Oh, God I love you! Make me yours! Make me anything! I know. I know, Mistress Lea. I\u2019m not as I was. I\u2019ve changed. I\u2019ve changed.\u201d<\/p>

My phone chimed: \u201cYou made me happy. The door will open in time for tomorrow\u2019s class. You will wear what you wore for me. The price for disobedience is expulsion.\u201d I rubbed my clit, thinking about how happy I was that Mistress Lea controlled my soul because now I could be hers. I radiated loving warmth as my mouth softly reminded me I was hers forever. I smiled blissfully at the thought that there might be a magic spell I could cast that would ensure I never made love to another woman and my mouth promised my Mistress that I would if such a spell existed. There was joy and peace in understanding that I would never regret my need stripping away any control I had over myself. And I shamelessly begged her pussy to accept the offering of cum I wished to lay before its altar, happy to be a cunt worshipper at last. But in a rush, it all drained from me. My dick went limp, the love left me and the lust. I was cold and hadn\u2019t noticed the lights had gone out. I pulled the quilt back and climbed in to sleep, understanding that this is how things should be.<\/p>

I was a bit late to my next class with Lea. She seemed pleased to see me at the door of ODU\u2019s lecture hall and uncharacteristically warm when she smiled and asked, \u201cWhat should we call you? Your name?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m Michael, but I haven\u2019t thought of one.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWould you like to be called Jessica?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Lea.\u201d I giggled! Oh, Christ. \u201cI\u2019d love that.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cSit down then. I\u2019ll call on you later.\u201d<\/p>

Lea lectured about cross-cultural content in children\u2019s story. \u201cSo we see, in the story of the fairy and the woodcutter, that foolish immersion in the moment has tragic consequences. But what else is here? Jessica?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWe judge the woodcutter for being foolish, Lea,\u201d I said, unconsciously squirming in my seat, \u201cbut we don\u2019t judge ourselves for our own foolish the same because we are blind to it like the woodcutter is blind to his.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, so the tale is tragic and moral, correct?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes. And does that also mean that life can be cruel and capricious and still be morally correct?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWe\u2019ll talk about that some other time, but the short answer is \u2018no.’\u201d Her staccato words chirped hard but not harsh nor shrill. I couldn\u2019t understand most of the remainder of the lecture, lost in the sound of her voice, imagining her face staring straight ahead, her hands on my waist as we mindlessly rutted. My back arched as I imagined reaching down between my legs to twiddle the head of my girl clit. I gasped loudly in my mounting excitement and snapped out of my dream to respond unthinkingly to Mistress\u2019s question.<\/p>

\u201cWhat has you so excited Jessica?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI want you to fuck my ass, Lea.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDid you wear those clothes here because you thought I wanted you to?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI cannot have sex with you, Jessica. I would very much like to give you permission to gratify yourself, but you are not the only student here.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019ve had sex before,\u201d I whined, my flat hand and palm pressing past my bulging clit.<\/p>

\u201cAs Jessica?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWhat was his name?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMistress?\u201d A whine had entered my voice.<\/p>

\u201cThe man, Jessica. What was his name, his first and last name.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cIt was you, Mistress Lea.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI have never had sex with you, Jessica.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI belong to you,\u201d I whimpered.<\/p>

\u201cDo you? Are you feeling well? Are you sure you should say these things?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBut it\u2019s true, Lea,\u201d I gasped. \u201cI\u2019m yours, always yours, only yours. Have me? Take me and we can have together forever. You\u2019re the only thing in my whole world that\u2019s worth wanting, even worth looking at twice.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cClass, we\u2019re through. Get out. I want to talk to Jessica. She needs guidance. She needs help. Maybe more.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI need you,\u201d I spat, tears flowing freely from my eyes.<\/p>

Mistress Lea shut off the lights. \u201cI told you never to do that.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cNo,\u201d I sobbed. \u201cYou didn\u2019t.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes I did. Now tell me you don\u2019t want to.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI don\u2019t know how I can do anything else right now and feel that anything could ever make sense again.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cJessica!\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMistress?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cLie on the desk.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWhy?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWe\u2019re going to.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m going to lick your pussy?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Jessica.\u201d<\/p>

Using Lea\u2019s briefcase as a pillow, I lay down on the desk while she hiked her skirt up and split her hose. She reached into her purse and cut the crotch of her panties out with her keys then straddled my face, all her weight upon me. My mouth and tongue worked at the flesh pressed against me. Through her undulations, Mistress Lea exposed her open pussy for ministering to. Her pink skirt had fallen around my head, cradled by her silken calves and thighs. She fucked my face, running her pussy up and down my lapping mouth, all her weight upon me, wiping her cunt with my eager tongue again and again as I grew to accept it was my role to not care if she orgasmed but to continue relishing my tastes of ambrosia until she had me stop or time ended, whichever pleased her better. So I concentrated on keeping my tongue upon the taste of her pussy. After a very long time, Mistress Lea\u2019s motions took on a more sensual rhythm. \u201cJessica?\u201d she breathed. \u201cYou\u2019re such a wonderful, lovely girl. I haven\u2019t had my pussy licked like this since last night when I had this dream. You love pussy, don\u2019t you baby? Do you ever fuck it, or does that stud clit of yours only belong inside your Mommy? We\u2019ll find out I guess, maybe. I know one thing. My pussy would eat your soul absolutely alive.\u201d Mistress slid off my face, down to my stomach. My chin remained up and my eyes closed. Her arms snaked under mine. \u201cYou did so good, Jessica,\u201d she said and kissed me and kissed me and kissed me as her bladder emptied over my belly. \u201cYou did so good that you don\u2019t have to go through the embarrassment of coming back. You\u2019re getting an A. Saturday at five and then you\u2019ll be free to belong to me.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cAll I did was suck cock,\u201d I said, mystified.<\/p>

Her smile was sympathetic. \u201cDo you have a choice, Michael?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cNo.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDo you really think that will ever change?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cNo, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDo you know why?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBecause I\u2019ve come to understand the truth of who I am I\u2019ll probably accept it on Saturday.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cAnd you are?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m my Mommy\u2019s sissy, Mistress Lea.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re my sisssy, Michael.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI can be both,\u201d I said, honestly at a loss.<\/p>

\u201cThere is no both.\u201d<\/p>

I finally opened my eyes to see the amber cores of hers burning into me. Something inside her was so fucking hungry. For me. \u201cI love you.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI already knew that,\u201d she purred.<\/p>

\u201cMommy?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, baby?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cWill you always love me?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI don\u2019t know.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cThen why can\u2019t you always love me?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI love how you know.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBecause you have husband.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cAnd what\u2019s his name?\u201d<\/p>

I had never felt like I simply existed so much in my entire life. \u201cI\u2019ll find out when it\u2019s time.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cIs there something you\u2019d like your Mistress\u2019s permission for?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMay I cum for your pussy, Mistress Lea?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou may only cum in my mouth, Michael.\u201d Mistress climbed from me and motioned me to slide to the end of the desk where she sat at the chair and eyed my pulsing dick. \u201cDon\u2019t go soft,\u201d she said then held it lightly in her teeth and grated them up and down my shaft. She lifted her head when I whimpered in pain. \u201cAre you okay?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes,\u201d I nodded.<\/p>

\u201cAre you okay?\u201d<\/p>

I nodded, this time mutely, and she resumed. I yelped and cried again and again Each time, she stopped to ask if I was okay. I would nod, sliding up the desk away from her. By the time I was as limp as an eight-year-old-boy with as smooth a pubic mount, I was half-sitting up the wall, my eyes locked on hers as she half between and half atop my thighs. I groaned loudly when she began to work with her tongue to tease me hard again.<\/p>

\u201cAre you okay?\u201d<\/p>

I watch the contempt and malice in her eyes as her tongue swirled my mostly limp dick in a circle in her mouth and my face spasmed in silent, helpless pleasure. My legs tightened as I approached orgasm.<\/p>

\u201cAre you okay?\u201d<\/p>

Now that my dick would go limp at the lightest graze of her teeth, her blowjob was tender, loving, gentle. Her mouth seem such a safe, warm alternative to her vagina, a haven. My body was screaming with pleasure that only my silent face showed in its mad twitching and contortions. \u201cPlease stop,\u201d I finally whined in broken-hearted hopelessness. Please, Mistress. I can\u2019t take it.\u201d But she didn\u2019t. And I didn\u2019t move. I only begged and wept in pain. Long, long, long minutes later, she drank cum from my mostly limp penis like through a straw.<\/p>

\u201cI always wanted a son,\u201d she whispered.<\/p>

\u201cSaturday came and I shaved and dressed. I\u2019d managed to weasel-in an updo appointment because I knew it would go so great with the sissy dress Lea had chosen for me. I arrived at her house in the afternoon. There was no one, just a bottle of Tequila and a pile of cocaine on the glass coffee table with a sign reading \u201cHelp yourself.\u201d Thirty minutes later, my heels were off and I was spinning around the room. Two hours later, most of the Tequila was gone and I was sucking up the last of the blow. Mistress Lea walked in.<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019ve been trying so hard not to touch myself,\u201d I whined, hoping it was seductive.<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019ve been watching. It\u2019s a real, real pleasure to see you be yourself. Go upstairs to your room now, Michael. I\u2019ll be up in a while.\u201d<\/p>

An enormously muscular young man awaited me naked upstairs. I tried the lock behind me but it was already closed. \u201cSorry about this, but Lea caught me plagiarizing. It\u2019s your bachelor party.\u201d He forced me me onto the bed and my panties were ripped from me. Strong hands encircled my waist. \u201cI\u2019ve been doing lines all afternoon. I\u2019ll do you right.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cLet me suck it? Please?\u201d I screamed as the head of his penis, larger than mine by over an inch, pushed into me. \u201cPlease, no! It hurts! It hurts so bad! Let me suck it! Please! You can put it right back in!\u201d When no answer came, I begged him to at least let me know when it was all the way in. He did, but he didn\u2019t pause half a second. I grabbed the pillows and buried my head in them, whimpering and moaning. Things seemed different. I wasn\u2019t watching myself, but I was outside myself somehow. His dripping cock must have lubed my sissy hole because the pain had diminished. It was somehow comical. I wasn\u2019t laughing and no one would but it was funny.<\/p>

\u201cIs my cock sheathe tight enough for you?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYeah, lover.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDo you want to shoot up my ass with your cock?\u201d<\/p>

He pounded me furiously, a ragdoll. I was helplessly getting fucked, getting raped. And, helplessly, I loved it. And helplessly, I loved my powerlessness. And I wanted more than absolutely anything to be my rapist\u2019s perfect fucking whore. And I loved that most of all. The door opened and Mistress Lea walked in.<\/p>

\u201cYour last indiscretion, baby.\u201d She leaned down and kissed me, grasping her hands in my hair.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cFor you.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re always for me. One day you\u2019ll see we always were alone, that we never knew anything of what it meant to know someone. You will know me when you see me through my eyes and you will love me, babydoll. You will love me, and I will forgive myself. Your love for me is so beautiful, like how that monster dick makes me feel when I think about it tearing through your lustful fuck hole. I know you want me to watch, but I want you to be you again and that won\u2019t happen with me in here. And I have to get ready.\u201d She turned and said to my rapist, \u201cFuck him for another two and a half hour. I want him bowlegged for two days. But do not cum in him or I will fucking have you expelled.\u201d She looked back to me and said, \u201cTell him what you like most about how you feel.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI love that you\u2019re fucking me so good, so hard, like I don\u2019t even matter. I love that you\u2019re only using my whore ass to gratify your cock. And I love that shooting it up with your cum is absolutely the only thing that matters, that I\u2019m your whore, your thing, your gratefully beaten conquest and your goddess too, I love that something so simple and dreadfully powerless as my Mommy\u2019s sissy has such a claim on you. Now shoot up my ass with your dick, you fucking rapist!\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMichael . .. .. \u201d Mistress Lea sighed as he staggered. \u201cAnd you! You raped one of my undergraduates. You should be in prison. Just move. You\u2019ll never be anything for cumming in my precious. And you!\u201d She turned back to me. \u201cI\u2019ll be back in a moment, baby.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress Lea?\u201d<\/p>

She raised her eyebrows.<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mommy,\u201d I gasped, growing hard in a heartbeat.<\/p>

\u201cYou already know your dick only belongs in your Mommy\u2019s pussy, I take it?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mommy.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cGood. No other woman will have you as her baby after tonight. And I will finally have what is and has been mine.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mommy,\u201d I called down the hallway. \u201cLooks like your fucked,\u201d I said to my rapist.<\/p>

\u201cShe took my god damned clothes.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI don\u2019t think my dress would fit,\u201d I said, stepping out of it.<\/p>

\u201cChrist. You seriously are one hot fuck,\u201d he said from the doorway.<\/p>

I smiled. \u201cMommy would be so proud of me right now.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI am,\u201d came Lea\u2019s voice.<\/p>

She returned nude with four more pills, a plastic case, and a cigarette lighter. \u201cOne more drug, baby. Just one more. She fetched a glass of water from the bathroom. The effect of the pills was instantaneous. \u201cMommy\u2019s going to claim you now, Michael. Your dick has belonged in me for so very long.\u201d She straddled me. I looked up. There was absolutely no emotion in her face as she pulled me into her. There was a far-away look about her, as though we were experiencing the same thing in two separate places. When she did look down, I saw vanity and cold, certainty of . . . Perhaps who I was to her. Her possession and more. \u201cI\u2019m going to brand you, baby. I want to know you\u2019ll always be mine and you need to know that you do truly finally belong to me so you can get your dick hard as often as I wish. I know it turns you on, being mine, how right it is, how it can be no other way, that there\u2019s no possibility of my not holding you like a hawk holds a prized prey in its talons. If it cannot be otherwise, well, it must then be right and that makes you so fucking hot doesn\u2019t it? I feel your dick twitch in me, baby. I\u2019m so right. You exist to be mine and you\u2019re grateful for it because you would live a life of nothingness without me to possess you.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI love you, Mommy.\u201d I was smiling so wide, so much in love.<\/p>

\u201cIt\u2019s going above your dick, so think carefully.\u201d She ran her hands over the smooth skin there.<\/p>

\u201cAlways Mommy\u2019s\u201d Then, underneath, \u201cMistress Lea\u2019s. And I want a heart at each side. Mommy?\u201d<\/p>

She nodded, \u201cWhenever it feels right.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou have no idea how much you mean to me right now. You\u2019re more than everything. Everything I had did not add up to what you are, Mommy. Knowing I\u2019m your little boy empties me of everything wrong. There\u2019s love and peace and sweet, throbbing longing for more. Just more. I don\u2019t even know what the word means.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cTell me if this hurts.\u201d Lea had switched to bouncing very slowly. She drew the lighter away from a metal rod about a half inch across with a glowing shape on it and very quickly pressed it into my pubic mound, below my beltline.<\/p>

I felt a sharp pinch and smelled the burned flesh in a haze of half-awareness. I spoke without hearing, not the hurried rush of jabber before an orgasm when being fucked, but slowly and steadily. Mommy spoke to me too as she rode my dick. I suspected we were not speaking to each other in the traditional sense but I wasn\u2019t sure. Lea emblazoned my dick with a statement of her ownership one letter at a time while I gradually realized I was softly apologizing about how I felt. I told her that I should feel afraid and trapped but didn\u2019t.<\/p>

\u201cBut Michael, we love each other. You should only ever feel joy when we have ways like this to express it. I have a piece of jewelry that\u2019s perfect for the hearts, but I want to watch your face while you feel the burn of your brand with your dick inside me.\u201d She began to ride me very fast.<\/p>

I bucked my hips up and tossed her on top of me, her hands planted on the mattress but her ass still down. I continued to pound my dick into her with my bucking hips for all of forty-five seconds before she held up her hand and asked me to stop.<\/p>

\u201cBaby, Mommy is very upset you deprived her of her final victory until tomorrow. You don\u2019t have much time left. We\u2019ll fuck a bit, on our sides and, the next thing you know, you\u2019ll wake up with something cute on your ass. I\u2019m teasing. Probably. Baby?\u201d She pressed more vasoline into my sissy slut hole and entered me from behind, her breasts on my back. She fucked me very, very fast but I felt almost nothing. \u201cI know your first. She couldn\u2019t resist your whore ass, could she? She had to take it. It was just too completely and entirely hers when it should have been mine.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI was staying at home three summers ago after freshman year, still a virgin. I drank a lot, coming of the formaldehyde gin and tonics in the dorm. One morning, I woke feeling like a million bucks. And there was something about the way my mother, about the way Mommy looked at me. The next weekend, I was up till dawn drinking as hard as I could. I remember light beige and trying to sit up and having problems. And, very, very distinctly I remember a horrible smell and thinking, \u201cThat\u2019s my semen. Everyone is going to know I was masturbating. And then blackness. My dad told me when I woke that Mommy had burnt a whole pan full of fried chicken. But, yeah, it was hers and I have a lot more respect for her knowing that she took it. We screw but it doesn\u2019t have to effect us.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMichael! You whore! You fuck you own mother! And you won\u2019t stop for anyone will you? Not even a wife. You\u2019d fuck Mommy all through any marriage to any woman. Am I right?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019d show up before dawn after my blushing bride was asleep to assure her she hadn\u2019t lost me. She\u2019d love to suck that slut cunt whore wife of mine\u2019s taint from my dick.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou like that! You like thinking all women are nothing next to her!\u201d<\/p>

\u201cShe\u2019s absolutely everything, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cGet up and look in the mirror, slut.\u201d<\/p>

There were words burned into my flesh above my penis. A lot, less than a half-inch tall: DR LEA LEE ALLOWS HER WHORE TO KEEP HER PENIS WITH HIM BECAUSE IT BONDS HIM, HER MINDLESS CUNT SLAVE, WITH DESPERATION TO FILL THE CAPRICES OF HIS GODDESS, EVEN MORE HIS MOMMY. NOTHING IS HIS, NOTHING AT ALL. IT BELONGS TO HIS LOVING MISTRESS WHO SUCKS HIS SOUL FROM HER USELESS GIRL CLIT. \u201cMistress, what if this doesn\u2019t work out?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019ll kill you if you try to leave. You\u2019ll become proud of it in time. She had to know I took you forever, even if you still fuck. I\u2019d love to make her my dog, crawling sad and fearful across the floor to suck my cunt. You would feel nothing but hate for her if you saw. And you would look at me and understand who you are to me. I want to fuck my pussy some more.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cIt\u2019s an ass. That always creeps me out.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI meant you, slut.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI want my phone.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re not!\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI am. I want you behind me. Smear lube on my ass if you have to. I really want her to hear the smacking sounds.\u201d She trust back into me and fucked me with renewed vigor. \u201cMommy? I became my professor\u2019s whore tonight. That sound is her screwing my ass right now. She says we can still fuck and of course we\u2019re still mother and son and I wanted to know if you wanted to see her take my ass in your bed. I\u2019m thinking right now about grabbing your pillow and tossing it onto the floor while you watch in astonished horror, seeing that I really am that boy. I will call her Mommy though. You know, I bet she\u2019d like to fuck me while I go down on you, watch your face while she fucks your son in the ass and you\u2019re so turned on. I\u2019m not going to fuck her pussy until she entirely replaces you in my mind, which could be three months. But, yeah, Lea is my Mistress and soon my Mommy, and my professor at Old Dominion University. God, Mommy, I am just flooding the bed with hot piss, she\u2019s fucking me so good. Would you like to talk to her?\u201d I held the phone out.<\/p>

\u201cMrs. Janda, I want to let you know what a delight it is to sample the hot little piece of ass you raised. No, he\u2019s everything but a whore. That\u2019s why he won\u2019t be able to get hard for you ever again, because he knows it would make me angry.\u201d She smacked my ass.<\/p>

\u201cIt wouldn\u2019t make you angry. You\u2019d hate me for lying to you because you say I won\u2019t be able to get hard and truth flows through you, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDid you hear that, Mrs. Janda? If he defies the truth, he\u2019ll suffer. He\u2019ll wonder if he truly belongs to me, tossing himself into an abyss of meaninglessness and despair where there is only pain and understanding that he is mine no matter what.\u201d She fucked me even faster. \u201cNo matter what! Do you hear?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress Lea.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMrs. Janda, do you understand that your son\u2019s undergone a change and he\u2019ll never know if he\u2019ll go back because he\u2019ll always wonder because what I\u2019ve done to him is forever. I am everything, every last fucking thing in his life will be weighed against what pleases me. He will come to me when he knows he should not make decisions. His ass and my dick \u2014 and I will not allow him to pollute my dick with your cunt \u2014 are playthings for me. His desires are playthings. I will grant them, I will not grant them, I will manipulate him with them, they will fuel my vanity and help me decide what he can be turned into that will love me best, as I want to be love. Because, Mrs. Janda, that is why. Love. His blood pounds my fucking name. I am the only thing that\u2019s even worth wanting in this world. A life without me is flat and purgatorial. I am the one and the only thing that he simply must belong to for life to be wonderful. It won\u2019t be acceptable otherwise. I\u2019ve changed him forever. He\u2019d marry a woman he didn\u2019t love because he felt he should. He\u2019d screw you till you died then feel like a widow that should respect your memory and never have sex again. He\u2019d bring men home that would fuck him but never get him off and then he\u2019d jerk off, thinking about how he had become the son you wanted. I offer him the sun, unending love and unashamedly surrender to me, to what I want, to my will! God, I\u2019d fuck your husband right now, you dumb cunt.\u201d Mistress tossed the phone on the mattress. \u201cMichael, baby,\u201d she said, pulling out, \u201cI need you to nurse. Play with my pussy while you do.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMistress? Before? I want to know if you love me.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re mine, baby. It doesn\u2019t matter. You can\u2019t leave because of how you feel, could you?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m someone else without you, someone I never knew, never understood. With your dick in me, I feel set free.\u201d<\/p>

Mistress flipped me over and sank onto my dick before I could utter a word. \u201cIt\u2019s okay, isn\u2019t it. You know it. Say it.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI love you, Mommy.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou are such a sweet, hot little piece of ass.\u201d She began riding me. \u201cMy pussy wants a taste of your soul for breakfast. Surrender. Surrender to it. Surrender to me. Become my mindless cunt slave. Follow me hither and hither, always trusting, always happy, more and more you until you hit on it and understand that you were made for me, that the only reason you exist is to love me to the point of worship and feed your cum to my womb. It\u2019s your reward for fucking me, and that\u2019s you\u2019re wildest fantasy, isn\u2019t it baby?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mommy. Yes, Mommy. Yes, Mommy. I love you, Mommy. Fuck my dick and claim my soul and have my heart and tears and love for your eyes to gaze upon and decipher what is most inner to me. Fuck my love from me so that I might see your grace within God. You, a goddess, my goddess. And me, a mindless penitent, a whore, lent worth with your cumming. Your baby has his dick inside you right now, Mommy. Riding your baby\u2019s dick is making you cum like that. You love making your son\u2019s wildest dreams come true by cumming so hard on his dick, don\u2019t you, Mommy? Fuck me good. I\u2019m so undeserving of being yours and my dick is the only thing that says otherwise. It\u2019s yours, Mommy. If it pleases you, it\u2019s yours. I\u2019ll make cum for it every day and I\u2019ll always love you more than you know because when you probe for more, you\u2019ll find another dimension in my heart where there\u2019s only need and love and lust and need to do so much. To say these words, to prove my love, to accept that you\u2019re everything to me, and to understand that, heart, mind, body, and soul, I\u2019ve belonged to you since I first saw you, since before. I\u2019m just accepting it now. I know, Mommy. I\u2019m sorry for not submitting to your pussy. My dick wants you to cum all morning.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cCunt boy. Withering, dreaming, longing, wanton little whore thing. Love, love, love. It\u2019s me that loves your god damned dick. Your Mistress. Fuck. You will not, will not. Oh, God, Michael. It\u2019s everything. Your dick in me is everything. Who could get enough of fucking you? Not your Mommy. I\u2019ll always need this. Fuck.\u201d<\/p>

She sunk down upon me fully and I felt something push back on the left side of her vagina. My left, her right. Then I squeezed and my head popped in. Mistress began nodding very big, eyes wide. \u201cBaby,\u201d she smiled. \u201cWelcome home.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m in your womb?\u201d<\/p>

Mommy nodded, smiling.<\/p>

\u201cI can surrender myself to my duty now, Mommy.\u201d I felt no pleasure, just the gobs of cum pumping through my urethra into Mommy\u2019s welcoming womb, submitting to her, to everything I ever needed, and completing her conquest of me. \u201cI\u2019m sorry I ruined your pussy,\u201d I said feebly.<\/p>

She slapped me hard on my left cheek. \u201cThat\u2019s for being the sort of slut who parts with her soul on the first date.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cAnd for ruining your pussy?\u201d<\/p>

Mommy just climbed off me and went down on my belly button, probing with her tongue. I screamed louder than I ever had. Again and Again, wholly hers.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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