{"id":1705,"date":"2023-03-22T17:18:51","date_gmt":"2023-03-22T22:18:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=1705"},"modified":"2023-03-22T17:18:52","modified_gmt":"2023-03-22T22:18:52","slug":"i-never-even-thought-i-was","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=1705","title":{"rendered":"I never even thought I was . . ."},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<p>Mistress, if it&#8217;s you who&#8217;s been calling, except for last Thursday, I never thought it for a minute. Do you honestly believe I could think you wanted me so much? Or was that the point. Christ, I&#8217;m getting hot. Do you know that I love you more than I can (CAN) love anyone else or do you . . . you need to be reminded of my devotion to you, don&#8217;t you. If it&#8217;s what you want, I will always be yours. It could not be otherwise. I have only  my opinion of myself for helplessly belonging to you to monitor. But it will feel right. I know it will. And, because it feels right, it will make me happy. I know it will. What could make me happier to belong to you and to be yours and for that to be the way it should be? I&#8217;ll always love you. Maybe someday, you can understand that it extends forever inwards, that the only person I want to be is the person you want to be with. Mistress, this is . . . it&#8217;s motivated by love. If it sounds otherwise, please believe it&#8217;s written for love. A very strong impulse tells me to stop. I love you. Always.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What could make me happier to belong to you and to be yours and for that to be the way it should be? 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