{"id":1753,"date":"2023-03-30T00:09:53","date_gmt":"2023-03-30T05:09:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=1753"},"modified":"2024-10-31T22:43:46","modified_gmt":"2024-11-01T03:43:46","slug":"im-sorry-mistress-its-been-a-hard-few-days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=1753","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m sorry, Mistress. It&#8217;s been a hard few days."},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">I raised the Lithium. That seems to be helping. I was just getting ready to write you something and saw someone was on the site. I made this video (takes a moment to load):<\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed aligncenter is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"3\/30\" width=\"848\" height=\"477\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/7KxBWdSqd70?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p><\/p><p class=\"has-medium-font-size\">It&#8217;s about twenty minutes and I don&#8217;t know what to write after what I wrote in it. So long as the dexedrine lasts, I&#8217;ll keep these daily now that you&#8217;re back. If I ever stop loving you, kill me. 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