{"id":2220,"date":"2023-07-04T12:36:11","date_gmt":"2023-07-04T17:36:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=2220"},"modified":"2023-07-05T03:47:52","modified_gmt":"2023-07-05T08:47:52","slug":"only-fantasies-of-being-fucked-allow-me-to-surrender-to-the-humiliation-of-being-so-helplessly-yours-and-wanting-it-no-other-way","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=2220","title":{"rendered":"Blissful Humiliation at Helpless Possession"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover alignfull is-light\" style=\"min-height:100vh;aspect-ratio:unset;\"><span aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-cover__background has-background-dim\"><\/span><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1709\" height=\"2560\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-2290\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/07\/AdobeStock_187649670-scaled.jpeg\" data-object-fit=\"cover\"\/><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\"><p>My awareness thirsts, not my mouth nor my soul. Tunneling through life, <\/p>\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left\">Sliding the shaft, the experience consciousness calls my life<\/p>\n\n<p>Life, living my life, thirsts with buzzing aflame, screaming blood.<\/p>\n\n<p>Maddened, yours. Cold and void, believed when I cum to your taking my ass.<\/p>\n\n<p>And I can&#8217;t cum till I know it&#8217;s true, not romantic fantasy.<\/p>\n\n<p>When I accept, bliss comes over torn thoughts and gurgling coos of what you know<\/p>\n\n<p>Carry me over, balls lanced with that driving penis that&#8217;s yours,<\/p>\n\n<p>Spilling my testament, my conviction that I&#8217;m yours, best of all bliss in life<\/p>\n\n<p>Too afraid it is not true, worried and troubled, I am not <\/p>\n\n<p>Fit to proffer utterly all of me. Hating its truth, branding a lie<\/p>\n\n<p>What is most purely me, I am forever yours. 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