{"id":2385,"date":"2023-08-20T04:04:47","date_gmt":"2023-08-20T09:04:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=2385"},"modified":"2024-10-31T22:39:20","modified_gmt":"2024-11-01T03:39:20","slug":"a-more-whimsical-fantasy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=2385","title":{"rendered":"A More Whimsical Fantasy"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Lately, I’ve become preoccupied with the idea of Mistress Lea watching me. Always. Or at least always able to. I want to litter the walls and ceilings of my condo with cameras that link to a third party site only she has access to so that I never know when she’s watching. I’ve even considered the fun of creating her a remote desktop on my computer that allows her access to the speakers should she want to say anything. It’s been a fantasy, in a loose sense of the word, of mine for twenty years, and to experience it in a safe environment with her would be so fucking perfect. <\/p>

It would be even hotter if we hadn’t had sex yet. I know just the right person to invite over to make her jaw drop.<\/p>

Mistress, I hope you read this. And I hope you don’t mind that word: Mistress. It feels appropriate. I was contacted by a recruiter on Friday about a job that’s three days a week at home and two hours away the other two. It pays quite well. If I get it . . . when I get any job, I’ll write you immediately to share the good news and let you know that, after twenty years, everything seems to be beginning to turn out okay. If the confidence of getting a job can’t spur me on to do that, nothing can. And I’ll ask to see you. I’ve noticed that women in their thirties are more fond of honesty than women in their fifties, but I’ll tell you the truth regardless. I’m still entirely consumed for days on end by my love for the Lea my mind invented on its own and I need to see you to reconcile that person with the reality of you because I feel that I’m betraying you when I just engaging in flirtations with other women. I am yours, Lea, and I can’t have you sitting like a ghost in the corner of any relationship I have. Please help me be free of the unending torment of this love that can find no outlet, help me sate my ravenous need to know. Spend time with me. Lunch every other month, starting with coffee in your office if you want for a bit of privacy. It would help with my shyness. I’m not blind to what I need more than anything in this world, the only thing that was ever worth wanting. It’s just that hoping hurts so bad.<\/p>

Yours in any and every manner,<\/p>

Michael<\/p>

That’s a lot. But then you must know how I feel.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

I’m still entirely consumed for days on end by my love for the Lea my mind invented on its own and I need to see you to reconcile that person with the reality of you because I feel that I’m betraying you when I just engaging in flirtations with other women. I am yours, Lea, and I can’t have you sitting like a ghost in the corner of any relationship I have. Please help me be free of the unending torment of this love that can find no outlet, help me sate my ravenous need to know. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2386,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2385","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-truth","latest_post"],"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-120x150.jpg",120,150,true],"medium":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-480x600.jpg",480,600,true],"large":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-720x900.jpg",720,900,true],"post-slider-thumb-size":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-330x190.jpg",330,190,true],"post-category-slider-size":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-330x350.jpg",330,350,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"vp_sm":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-500x625.jpg",500,625,true],"vp_md":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-800x1000.jpg",800,1000,true],"vp_lg":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"vp_xl":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"vp_sm_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-500x625.jpg",500,625,true],"vp_md_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-800x1000.jpg",800,1000,true],"vp_xl_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair.jpg",930,1163,false],"kalon-pro-recent-post":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-262x175.jpg",262,175,true],"kalon-pro-slider":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-930x507.jpg",930,507,true],"kalon-pro-without-sidebar":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-930x460.jpg",930,460,true],"kalon-pro-with-sidebar":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-848x461.jpg",848,461,true],"kalon-pro-schema":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-48x60.jpg",48,60,true],"woocommerce_thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-300x300.jpg",300,300,true],"woocommerce_single":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-600x750.jpg",600,750,true],"woocommerce_gallery_thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2023\/08\/Nikki-pink-hair-100x100.jpg",100,100,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Fate Caudwell","author_link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?author=1"},"rttpg_comment":8229,"rttpg_category":"Truth. 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