{"id":4192,"date":"2024-11-05T05:16:42","date_gmt":"2024-11-05T10:16:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=4192"},"modified":"2024-11-05T06:53:12","modified_gmt":"2024-11-05T11:53:12","slug":"how-i-feel-tonight","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=4192","title":{"rendered":"How I feel tonight"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<p class=\"has-medium-font-size\"><br><\/p><div class=\"wp-block-cover\"><span aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-cover__background has-background-dim\"><\/span><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1200\" height=\"675\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-4197\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1200x675.jpeg\" data-object-fit=\"cover\"\/><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\"><p>Believe my heart only beats now for needing you, Mistress Lea,<br>To see the truth I\u2019m straining, hoping I will interweave with<br>Words I write. Love seen as need, a full divine fucking nowhere<br>Screaming with pain, an angel\u2019s song of devotion. And my eyes,<br>Blazing with desire more wanton than simple human lust, the wish<br>To kneel, hoping you will subsume me, claim the things<br>I am now holding for you, placing upon your altar. My will,<br>Heart, soul, knowledge of the truth, my mind for your pleasure, you<br>Must see I trust visions my Mistress has of its truth more than<br>Careless . . . I&#8217;m lost.<\/p><\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Words I write. Love seen as need, a full divine fucking nowhere<br \/>\nScreaming with pain, an angel\u2019s song of devotion. And my eyes,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4197,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_eb_attr":"","_vp_format_video_url":"","_vp_image_focal_point":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[16],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4192","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-love-poems","latest_post"],"rttpg_featured_image_url":{"full":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-scaled.jpeg",2560,1440,false],"landscape":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-scaled.jpeg",2560,1440,false],"portraits":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-scaled.jpeg",2560,1440,false],"thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-150x84.jpeg",150,84,true],"medium":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-600x338.jpeg",600,338,true],"large":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1200x675.jpeg",848,477,true],"post-slider-thumb-size":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-330x190.jpeg",330,190,true],"post-category-slider-size":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-330x350.jpeg",330,350,true],"1536x1536":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1536x864.jpeg",1536,864,true],"2048x2048":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-2048x1152.jpeg",2048,1152,true],"vp_sm":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-500x281.jpeg",500,281,true],"vp_md":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-800x450.jpeg",800,450,true],"vp_lg":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1280x720.jpeg",1280,720,true],"vp_xl":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1920x1080.jpeg",1920,1080,true],"vp_sm_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-500x281.jpeg",500,281,true],"vp_md_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-800x450.jpeg",800,450,true],"vp_xl_popup":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1920x1080.jpeg",1920,1080,true],"kalon-pro-recent-post":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-262x175.jpeg",262,175,true],"kalon-pro-slider":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1400x507.jpeg",1400,507,true],"kalon-pro-without-sidebar":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-1170x460.jpeg",1170,460,true],"kalon-pro-with-sidebar":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-848x461.jpeg",848,461,true],"kalon-pro-schema":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-107x60.jpeg",107,60,true],"woocommerce_thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-300x300.jpeg",300,300,true],"woocommerce_single":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-600x338.jpeg",600,338,true],"woocommerce_gallery_thumbnail":["https:\/\/elaine.baby\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/11\/AdobeStock_985620238-100x100.jpeg",100,100,true]},"rttpg_author":{"display_name":"Fate Caudwell","author_link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?author=1"},"rttpg_comment":0,"rttpg_category":"<a href=\"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?cat=16\" rel=\"category\">Love Poems<\/a>","rttpg_excerpt":"Words I write. 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