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\u201cDr Lee, I think you\u2019re missing the point. We live in some sort of post-dystopian society, not dystopian, where, yes, our needs are met, but the desires themselves are worthless. It isn\u2019t immorality, it\u2019s amorality as a virtue. We abdicate our own sense of right and wrong in order to grasp what we can of what we want. In a sense, we\u2019re the ones making the sacrifice, eschewing conscience for base gratification. What I\u2019m saying is that no one is worth it when shit is on the lineI.\u201d<\/p>

She was in her fifties and had a way about her that excited me like broken glass flowing through my veins. Painful and frightening, but just too intoxicating to ignore. She was brazenly sexual. It was no more or less a part of her than any other aspect of her, and it seemed to wax with me.<\/p>

\u201cMichael, are you being insolent or just stupid? Eschew conscience for base gratification?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m sorry Dr. Lee. I\u2019m afraid I\u2019m so witty that I don\u2019t understand what I\u2019m saying half the time.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou have a lot of sex, don\u2019t you?\u201d<\/p>

A chuckle rose from the class.<\/p>

\u201cNo. Fidelity is . . . wanting to live up to the importance someone has in your mind. We need to believe they are what they are or they become a source of shame.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re a season of Thirty Something<\/em> with a chaser of A Clockwork Orange<\/em> shot into my fucking eyeball. Can you shut up?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cOne last thought, if you\u2019ll allow it. Shame motivates change.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cAfter class, Michael. After class.\u201d She seemed angry but I wasn\u2019t sure.<\/p>

The classroom consisted of large half-hexagon built at higher levels towards the back. I waited in my seat until things thinned out. \u201cWhere are you going?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMy office.\u201d she turned away.<\/p>

\u201cYou don\u2019t know how to want something.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cSomething, yes.\u201d She shook out her hair behind her head.<\/p>

\u201cWhere\u2019s your office.\u201d I leaned forward.<\/p>

\u201cThird floor. Left out of the elevator. 307, on your left. I don\u2019t want to wait to long.\u201d She eyed me boldly. \u201cYou are coming, correct?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019ll walk with you, Dr. Lee. Dr. Lea Lee.\u201d I stood and traipsed down the aisle to the hand not holding her briefcase and raised it so my breath blew over it as I spoke. \u201cI want so much.\u201d I kissed it. She was smiling, broadly. \u201cTell me what you\u2019re thinking, Lea Lee.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019ll do,\u201d she chirped. Dr Lee tugged me out of the room towards the elevator. Her head rose to meet mine and we kissed during our climb. She placed her hands on my chest but continued kissing when we reached her floor. \u201cDo you mind if I go ahead. There\u2019s something I need to do. Give me half an hour.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDr Lee? Should I get the strap-on out of my car?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Michael. Good thinking. Do you need to buy some gel?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cNo, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

A half hour later, I tapped at her office door. \u201cOne second,\u201d she cried, and opened it cautiously until she saw me. \u201cInside.\u201d She turned in. There was a desk with a computer, a desk chair, and a chair for students but not much else. \u201cSo, can you tell me why you want me to possess your ass?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cIt\u2019s because you already possess me, Mistress Lea. I need to feel you accept that possession of you and, through your fucking me, what it means to you to possess me. I\u2019m yours. I\u2019m fucking yours.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cTake your clothes off, Michael. And drop them by the foot of that chair.\u201d Dr Lee reached into my bag for the dildo and vasoline. After strapping on what looked to be a novelty item but was in fact an eleven inch dildo, she lifted my legs up over her shoulders and spread my ass open and began pushing lube in with her fingers, stretching my anus thirty seconds or so at a time as she did. \u201cI see my dick\u2019s hard. Rub it. Michael, I\u2019m going to ask you why you came here and I want you to tell the truth. Why are you here?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBecause I needed to get fucked really, really bad and I love you and I want you as a Mommy. I want to get on hormones and be a stripper.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cBut you came here. And I know why. You like it when you\u2019re this close to my pussy. You can smell it, yes? You\u2019re a slave to it. You worship it. How could you not? It can give you everything you want. It can give you a Mommy, it can give you an orgasm, it can possess you utterly, it can remake you because you can trust it and you will follow, wherever it leads within you or without you. Isn\u2019t that right?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cDid you just learn this or did you already know?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI don\u2019t know. I\u2019m sorry.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cThat\u2019s okay, my mindless cunt slave. Every night when you go home, you will tug cum from my dick as an offering to my pussy. And when it has consumed your soul, you will understand that you have nothing to lose by cumming inside of it. Inside of me. You do want to cum inside of me, don\u2019t you Michael?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re very honest. I\u2019m going to fuck you now.\u201d Kneeling on my clothing, Lea slid her monster dick into my sissy fuckhole while I held my ass globes open for it.<\/p>

I groaned, deep in my throat. She fucked me fast and even. \u201cI love your dick so much, Mistress. Fuck me good. Fuck me like the slut I am, like the broken little boy I\u2019ve become. Take my ass and let me be yours. Oh, God, Mistress. Yours, all yours. I want to know what it feels like to belong to you. Fuck me really good and I promise I\u2019ll always, always love your dick. You understand me now, understand what I want, what I need, the dick, your dick, my fucking slut cock-sheath. Make me a fucking repository for everything you need. Give me your dick. Show me your love, your cock, your need, your certainty that I am what you want, a completely broken man. Now dick, now dick, now dick. Fuck me hard, Mistress. My fucking goddess wants to know I\u2019m twisting and turning on her prick and now I\u2019m desperate to beg her to cum for you, Everything. Mistress, it\u2019s so. Everything. Love fucking me! Love the way my ass takes your cock! Oh, Mistress. I bet I could take your dick all fucking night if you promise not to let me find out what it truly means to belong to you because then I\u2019d probably cum.\u201d<\/p>

An hour later, we were on the floor, over our clothing, Lea kneeling and me on knees and forearms. The way she fucked me was so tremendously erotic, like she had saved something for me. Perhaps it was the part of her that possessed me, who understood and wanted what I had needed until Mistress had begun fucking me. Now it was mine. She desired me, wanted me, took thrills in running me out of my mind so my instincts could take hold in our fuck-rut. Because the boy who loved her so was nothing but a dick-hungry slut. All my helpless love meant nothing while she fucked me, nor should it. And I knew that, still l tried.<\/p>

\u201cI love you, Mistress Lea. Like your dick. Rub it, rub it please Mistress? Rub my useless girl clit. FUCK!!!!! I LOVE LEA\u2019S DICK WHEN SHE FUCKS ME SO MUCH!!! I\u2019M FUCKING BEGGING YOU!! ACCEPT MY LOVE!!! MAKE ME YOURS!! FUCK YOUR SISSY CUNT SLUT!!! GODDESS?? I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY SOUL GODDESS!! MISTRESS, YOUR DICK HAS ME COAXED RIGHT TO THE . . . . ACCEPT MY OFFERING GODDESS!! FIND ME WORTHY OF CONSUMING!!!\u201d I screamed and screamed as my ass tightened in a vise-grip on Dr Lee\u2019s dick. And, as I screamed, hot cum ran from her dick, between her twiddling fingers, onto our clothes. Mistress grasped my balls and I started to grow hard.<\/p>

\u201cI want all of it.\u201d<\/p>

I whimpered and reached a hand between my legs. I bucked against her hands on my hips, thrashing wildly from pleasure. \u201cOh, Mistress! Oh, Mistress! I want to cum if I deserve to if I need to if I want to.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI want you to.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI deserve to.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019ll know when it feels right. I\u2019ll know too. Mommies always know these things for their boys little.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYes, Mistress. Yes, Mistress. I\u2019m my Mistress little sissy. I love you, Mommy.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cGood boy. Now what do you think you\u2019ll do when you cum?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI can eat your pussy.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI\u2019m about ready to pass out as it is, baby.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI can leave.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou wouldn\u2019t dare do that.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI can worship you.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019re doing that right now, Michael. I am your Goddess and you feel that. I know.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI can ask you to explain this, explain what\u2019s happened, what it means and what happens because of it.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cYou\u2019ll go home and make your offering to my pussy. Then call me. But you\u2019re not going to get dressed right away to go home, are you?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cMommy?\u201d<\/p>

\u201cCum to me, Michael. I want a little boy who\u2019s always sweet and likes to know things, to just know things without knowing why. The things I tell him. Do what I expect of you. Argues with your own thoughts and decide you must be wrong about things that feel so true, because you love me like you want to. And you\u2019re pretty, and you have a very big dick, and you want to cum inside me very, very bad. Only this is how we fuck until you learn to be a little pleasanter. And, Baby, fucking like this can be such fun. Your Mommy did raise a hot piece of ass. Now lance your balls with my dick and shoot your offering at the foot of my pussy\u2019s altar.\u201d<\/p>

\u201cI do know,\u201d I groaned and came in a rush. \u201cI know what it means to belong to you, Mommy. Mistress Lea, are you my Goddess or is your pussy my Goddess.”<\/p>

“Are you confused.”<\/p>

“No, you’re right. I can never love you enough. That makes you my Goddess.”<\/p>

“It’s your church, Michael. Now go home and dream of fucking me all night long. Drain your balls into your pajamas and remember every minute of it when you wake up.”<\/p>

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