{"id":4760,"date":"2025-06-23T21:06:38","date_gmt":"2025-06-24T02:06:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/?p=4760"},"modified":"2025-06-23T21:06:39","modified_gmt":"2025-06-24T02:06:39","slug":"for-lea-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/elaine.baby\/?p=4760","title":{"rendered":"For Lea"},"content":{"rendered":"<div id=\"fb-root\"><\/div>\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"4032\" height=\"2688\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-4749\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/lea-lee.love\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/AdobeStock_598656349.jpeg\" data-object-fit=\"cover\"\/><span aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-cover__background has-background-dim\"><\/span><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container is-layout-flow wp-block-cover-is-layout-flow\"><p class=\"has-text-align-left has-medium-font-size\">Guessing whether fate will again create murmurs that follow<\/p>\n\n<p>Endless trails within dreams I recount only to myself, and only<\/p>\n\n<p>During long, still, dark mornings, before the crest of sunlight. Whether<\/p>\n\n<p>Whate&#8217;er you&#8217;d say is divine sees hope, longing, pain, love, the shedding of self,<\/p>\n\n<p>Pain beyond reason, and my soul&#8217;s bile-strewn black meritorious, closer than<\/p>\n\n<p>God to truth, heaven&#8217;s bleak burden of souls, righteous fore our God&#8217;s smelly<\/p>\n\n<p>Toes. See the last soul, yours not in origin. In your possession, born with me.<\/p>\n\n<p>It is yours, not freely given and will never reappear in life. Still, inside you, you<\/p>\n\n<p>Can feel me. Can Mistress&#8217;s heart pump my soul like ground glass through her<\/p>\n\n<p>Blood? Or is it something banal you taste in your blood? Love or submission?<\/p>\n\n<p>Does my soul taste warm, Mistress? Or do you feel rapturous longing<\/p>\n\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left has-medium-font-size\">And always hopeless, identity razing pain? Shhh. Shhh. It made me. 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